Today I kept falling asleep in class. I had a little dream each time, sort of half in, half out of sleep. Every time, the dream was about her, in some way or another. Sometimes I'll drift off and then when I realize I have drifted off, I realize that I was just daydreaming about her. Is it obsession, or natural train of thought? I don't know, but it doesn't really matter, I can't help it.
I wish I was pretty ballsie and could just go up and kiss her, but I'm way to scared. There's no telling how she would react, it could go either way, and I'm too stingy to bet all my money on one hand. Maybe with some other girl, that didn't matter as much to me, but not with her. I can't exactly afford to screw it up if I don't catch the Ace.
No comments:
Post a Comment