Reunion

Its a reunion after 3 weeks. What is she going to do? How will she greet me? I don't think it will be awkward, but who knows. Who knows what will happen? There is one thing thats a guarantee, a hug. She gives out hugs like no other. The question is, will there be a kiss? Its possible, its entirely possible. Is it likely? I really cant tell, theres no way to tell. I don't know what she's thinking, if she's missing me, I have no idea. I'm not going to ask, because that would give away the fact that I miss her. I'm trying to play hard to get here, trying to act like I don't care.

It's just a crush, I'm probably making it sound like something more serious. But if it were something more serious, there would be no doubt about the kiss. We've kissed a couple of times before, both times the last night before I left. I just sorta figured I would leave her to think about it over the holidays. Nothing would make me happier than a kiss. But if we meet in public, I would bet my last last dollar there won't be a kiss. But then again, I am a bettin' man. She's definitely crazy enough to do it, but I sorta doubt it will happen. But if we meet in private, my odds are a lot better. I might just get that kiss after all, who knows.

Its killing me though, not knowing. Anticipation is always the worst part of anything. Honestly, even if a hug is all I get, I would be satisfied with a hug, as long as its a good hug. Thats not even a realistic stipulation, its always a good hug. But a kiss would make it that much better, icing on the cake, so to speak, even though I don't like icing. I'll just have to wait and see, theres never a shortcut, you always have to wait and see.

Either way, it's gonna work out alright. Kiss or no kiss, whether she's been thinking about me or not, it'll turn out fine. Either way, I'm happy cause I've got a good friend.

I go back Tuesday, so I'll keep you posted... :)